Performing is ... sort of my favorite thing to do. You know that Samuel Adams commercial where there is a guy, holding a beer... He's standing outside of a factory and talking about how much he loves his job? He says something to the effect that he hasnt felt like he's worked a Day of his life for the past twenty something years. Wouldn't that be Nice? I want to feel that way- and at this point, that's sort of the Opposite of how I feel. I work a lot. But the nice thing about my job is that it provides me with 4 days off, every week. The not-so-nice thing is that I have to work the other three days. Ive said this in "real life" before; when I go into the hospital to work- it's like I lose a day. You think about it and it's really true. I go in before the sun rises (or if Im lucky, just as it starts to), and I leave, usually after it sets. It's like I 'lost' a day.
Let me get back to the subject. I think I know what I want to do for the rest of my life. I want to sing and act and dance and perform... and teach other people to do it as well. Theatre is something that I truly Love.
I don't want to sound conceited. I wonder if I spelled that right... but there are many things that I do well. I know ofcourse that that has nothing to do with anything that I did or do. Ive been blessed with talents and one of them is a knack for picking things up along the way. Ironically, the things I like to do the best are the things that i Do the best. I enjoy being crafty and thinking... "you know what, I could make that." And then I just- do it. And all of the things I can do make me happy. But the one that wins is the performing.
But how to pursue? hmm hmmmmmmm......
